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Recent happenings have me kind of on edge and feeling truly like I have an expiration date! it's not a good feeling, and I'm going to be more sensitive in grocery stores for sure! Funny how the sense of humor can take way more direct hits and come out laughing, so much more than the rest of them...

Anyway, if I seem kinda out there, it's because I am! I've never been in a situation like this and I'm finding I don't like it very much. In fact, I'm really wanting to find like minded folks who think its time to do... something. I have no idea what, as if there might be something to be done that wouldn't cause one's immediate and permanent bon-voyage! But damned if I want to live with myself having sat on my ass and done nothing! And then it hits me, you're not going to live with yourself, or anyone else for that matter! So, we just wait and do what were told and be good little docile crash test dummies for Uncle Sam, who's turned out to be the uncle every other family member warned you about, but you didn't understand until it was too late, and then you did what had to be done and now rot in hell behind bars, because you didn't know the rules and nobody cared enough to tell you about them, or anything else because, well... nobody seems to know why and when you ask you learn not to real fast! I'm convinced I was born into the wrong universe, or some shady alien - no not illegal, space alien, and save the bleeding hearts for them they eat us for all you know, get some species loyalty, freaks - pulled a switcheroo!!!

Okay, yeah, getting weird, gotta go, but you feel me I know!!!

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Hi Daisy -

Great post and trust me there is not one little thing in this that says over-paranoid!!! There are people with so much money it defies comprehension, and they have ideas that those amounts of money can easily make into reality, or anything else they could dream up in their ego-maniacal, narcissistic compensatory delusions of god knows what! I'm thinking your approach to things is pretty on the mark. Should we, ya know, maybe be printing and emailing guides for everyone, sort of like the CD (civil defense) of yesteryear, because I'm pretty sure al of those systems have been misplaced, had the batteries pulled or been stolen completely for the recyclable copper and bras content by local tweakers and similar. I mean, I live in a town where there are air-raid sirens, the gigantic horn-looking things mounted way up high on top of a metal pole with a big CD symbol on the side. Been here a long time and I've never heard these things, not once! Now, while that's definitely probably a good thing, no air raids is good, but I read they are supposed to test these beasts regularly every six months and from the looks there would be no way to not hear them, even if you were in your underground bunker with the doors slammed shut! So, they don't work is my firm belief, and were also a smallish city that has a gunshot receptor and triangulation system so the local police can quickly locate and get to people either shooting guns or being shot by guns really quickly. Yes, I'm in California and the stories you hear about how bad it is are downplayed by a whole lot and then probably a little more... It's very bad here! Newsom is the anti-christ best I can figure as he fits the traditional bill to a tee! And who else would ever think to send all the rainwater runoff during a multi-year drought right on down the entire length of a super aqueduct zip-zap-gone straight into the ocean where you know there's just no identifying the water in question at that point, lol, and then horror of horrors wild fires! But they're in an area of high wealth and densely populated city neighborhoods, like everywhere, and you cant have wild fires in city neighborhoods, its impossible. I literally struggle to get charcoal briquets smothered in lighter fluid and added super dry wood kindling to start up and stay lighted long enough to get the briquets ready for cooking! But in a wealthy landscaper-maintained neighborhood where excess is on parade and a local competition understates the situation drastically and water rationing and similar have never dared show their ugly faces and so you've got literally the most lush, terrarium-like, environment one could ever dream of as a basic standard minimum with most having gone way beyond that standard in every aspect, possibility and creatively insane manner, it's a non-starter (sorry no offense but I couldn't resist) insofar as any combustible actually igniting, remaining so for any length of time and somehow morphing into a raging inferno that engulfed an area very precisely and to look at it you'd say followed orders to the letter! Yes, living here has made us all a bit sensitive to this topic and we'd just as soon tie Newsom to the proverbial Stake and well, you know, one can only endure so much trauma before one simply goes off the reservation and ancient instincts that couldn't care less about laws and politicians and propriety and all the rest just, um, well, you know, kinda get inside another's bubble and say "Hello! How ya doing?" in such a way that not many could imagine and it's for the best, really, so moving on... Yes, the anti-christ, pretty well handles the introductions and the small talk leaving only the first impressions and wow, he just knocks that baby right out of the park, or where the park used to be before it was incinerated!!!

Yep, got on a tangent there and went a bit crazy , well crazy is kinda harsh, but anyway... Where were we... Oh,yeah, Newsom dumped all the water and then locked the controls for the reserves and had every local FD's supplies donated to South-American somebodies so that firemen were running around with buckets in hand and not much else. California is kinda known for its lush uber-friendly growing capabilities and being a resident for over 50 years I can tell you we've had droughts worse, much worse, and there were no wildfires, nope, not even a sneaky little guy pretending to be a raging acre-consuming chemical-infused vision of Hades wanna be, nothing! You get politicians becoming so brazen for unknown reasons and next thing you know you got wildfires every other month like it's been the norm for thousands of years and what are you looking at, bub? Keep it moving, I'm writing here! Yeah, it was only my first year, having been born on the east coast, but it's totally environmental, so just keep stepping, you'll be much happier, trust me!

It is late, I haven't eaten and I really gotta go! Yeah, that go! Suffice it to say i spend way too much time on substack, in researching in general, but that does not mean anything! Go ahead, fill in the blanks, I'm not gonna do it for you, think about that a sec...Okay, thank you! There are still an undeniable amount of people in high places doing shitty things and not thinking of those they were elected or appointed and swore oaths to protect! And yet, not one of them has even had to lean up against a prison cell bar while waiting for their bail-bondsman to arrive! it's mathematically impossible that some of these people don't wind up in prison, unless there is some serious , i mean drastically serious like someone wanting to shove a flaming spear up where it should never ever go kind of serious, being perpetrated on and against us! Threaten oil and six carrier groups descend upon you like all nine rings of hell at once and then some, scorched-earth policy now in effect, proceed at your own risk!!! Mass-Murder a million or so US citizens and four years of screaming every possible thing ever and they haven't even acknowledged it happened and proceed to bequeath upon us the graciousness of assigning the bio-weapon to pregnant women and upping the vax schedule for newborns to SIXTY-FOUR JABS BY AGE... Who cares they'll be so massively broken long before that! And everyone is just honky-dory going about their business as if it's the most normal and acceptable thing ever!!! I'm raving and ranting and wanting to invoke the H.P. Lovecraftian elders to descend upon these inhuman monsters and rend their bodies and souls unto every way, shape and form of hellish, abusive and nightmarish scenario ever conceived and still feel its just not enough! Paranoia is declared officially a non-word! it is a hard-coded standard of life that any who fail to adhere to will surely fall prey to the uninhibited creativity of those who see us as nothing more than an inconvenience, a note to the exterminator to not forget to spray under the rocks as well as around them, a near-endless supply of field test dummies for their insane and conscienceless desires to rid the universe of all humanity. How is it that so many just don't get it, its a lot to not get, I mean A LOT!

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