I am looking into Mind Mesh at the moment. Swarm technology. Swarm soldiers, swarm society through nanobiotech self assembling paricles that are programmed to travel to the preforntal cortex, or more specifically: the MPFC see https://neurolaunch.com/mpfc-brain/
It seems like a 'godsend' to the developers of these techniques that there is more war coming so they can implement these neuralink inventions into soldiers' brains first through either patches or injections. A unit of soldiers that functions as one organism, feeling, sensing and reacting as one. Like a fake synthetic Holy Spirit.
Thank you for your research on these turbo patches from hell.
Boy do we need a saving Hand from Above. Mankind is lost if left to their own devices.
Part of the sadness is when people won't listen. At one of my lectures I presented all the evidence on a particular topic I had researched, and still there were people who said they didn't believe me. I asked them for evidence to disprove my statements, but all they could refer to was their gut feeling. Because in a world that has been influenced by Eastern philosophies since the Beatles introduced them, all that matters is being true to yourself and your gullible feelings and emotions. Facts have gone out of fashion.
Thanks for the information on the MPFC and the mentioning swarm technology. I had heard about super soldier technology, but hadn't thought about swarm technology. It seems like a lot of effort has been put into internet algorithms to drive people into various swarms. Now, there are even groups of people following AI advice on spirituality, like it 'knows.' People have an innate desire to be associated with other people in groups. That's what tribes and clans are about. Now that our natural affiliation with such things has been largely destroyed, that desire to find and be recognized by other people, who think like us, is being taken advantage of and manipulated. I can easily picture young soldiers thinking of brain and strength technology as cool. When it comes to the influence of nanotech and wireless technology, I've noticed a generalized programming of whole groups of people. I live in an expat community where there are a lot of people who didn't get 'Covid-19' 'vaccines,' Slowly, (and not so slowly), a lot of them have gone on nutraceutical products that contain nanotechnology, and chosen to follow various spiritual leaders on the Internet who seem blatantly false to me. The problem is, these are OTHER ways of relying on outside sources to fix problems we all should be fixing together. And, it comes with a certain amount of passiveness that is tantamount to group think. There are lots of swarms in the world today. When I went back to California to visit my family last year (in 2024), everyone was still talking about Covid and dutifully getting Covid tests on the regular. Everybody was vaxxed and nobody thought there was anything wrong with that. When I got back, I told friends: "They're still playing Covid in California." I felt like the movie was still showing in theaters. Being very, very careful not to get sucked into a swarm set up by those intending to control humanity, is an essential part of staying human.
To establish and maintain pathways through the blood-brain barrier so the 5G super-microwave control mechanisms won't be so glitchy as the WiFi and Bluetooth controls have proved to be!
If it was with one big BLAMMO! that we were going to be enslaved it would have already BLAMMO'ED!
We're dealing with high-tech here, and that means exactly what we all go through all the time, glitches, versions, updates that break shit, things that happen that shouldn't and don't happen that should, endless promises that never seem to materialize, being lied to constantly and the list literally goes on and on and on... my point is, why is it going to be any different than its already been? So, expect that one particular update to be a real son of a bitch coming your way soon! i doubt auto-update is going to matter, it hasn't yet!!! and they're gonna infer its right around the corner because pressure sales tactics is their thing, compensation for a deficiency elsewhere, as if we didn't know this already! It's gonna be a minute before the terminators are chasing us down the road, but not too long! 2030 seems to have some significance, but this remeind me of something...
We have got to get our coordination game in order and fast or we're gonna be just too easy to wipe out. We need encrypted comms, means of distribution and a bunch, and I mean A BUNCH of training facilities that don't look like such, or anything at all! And most importantly, a clue as to what the hell we're supposed to be fighting! Bots, terminators, drones, harsh words you can't stop coming from your computer - hey 24/7 bad mouthing has more power than you think!!! But yeah, you ever see a combat scenario in a video game where one side is good and the other is pathetic and clueless? Yeah, it'll be worse than that if we don't get our proverbial shit together!!! And guess what, we're gonna need our own AI if we hope to stand a chance! When in Rome... Only we train ours to be... Different!
Okay, really guys, I gotta go, the trace is way past complete and I hear em sneaking up the side of the cliff!!!
Am I serious or full of it? Ask yourselves, does it matter? No, because if they are they are and I won't have to worry about anything anymore and if not you'll hear from me again! see, doesn't change a thing as far as everyone everywhere is concerned in their not coming up the cliff face for all of you - unless you have a surprise for them waiting at almost the top of the cliff face that is going to ruin their day! Right, so how do we get surprises for them all, see above three or so posts!!!
Recent happenings have me kind of on edge and feeling truly like I have an expiration date! it's not a good feeling, and I'm going to be more sensitive in grocery stores for sure! Funny how the sense of humor can take way more direct hits and come out laughing, so much more than the rest of them...
Anyway, if I seem kinda out there, it's because I am! I've never been in a situation like this and I'm finding I don't like it very much. In fact, I'm really wanting to find like minded folks who think its time to do... something. I have no idea what, as if there might be something to be done that wouldn't cause one's immediate and permanent bon-voyage! But damned if I want to live with myself having sat on my ass and done nothing! And then it hits me, you're not going to live with yourself, or anyone else for that matter! So, we just wait and do what were told and be good little docile crash test dummies for Uncle Sam, who's turned out to be the uncle every other family member warned you about, but you didn't understand until it was too late, and then you did what had to be done and now rot in hell behind bars, because you didn't know the rules and nobody cared enough to tell you about them, or anything else because, well... nobody seems to know why and when you ask you learn not to real fast! I'm convinced I was born into the wrong universe, or some shady alien - no not illegal, space alien, and save the bleeding hearts for them they eat us for all you know, get some species loyalty, freaks - pulled a switcheroo!!!
Okay, yeah, getting weird, gotta go, but you feel me I know!!!
Great post and trust me there is not one little thing in this that says over-paranoid!!! There are people with so much money it defies comprehension, and they have ideas that those amounts of money can easily make into reality, or anything else they could dream up in their ego-maniacal, narcissistic compensatory delusions of god knows what! I'm thinking your approach to things is pretty on the mark. Should we, ya know, maybe be printing and emailing guides for everyone, sort of like the CD (civil defense) of yesteryear, because I'm pretty sure al of those systems have been misplaced, had the batteries pulled or been stolen completely for the recyclable copper and bras content by local tweakers and similar. I mean, I live in a town where there are air-raid sirens, the gigantic horn-looking things mounted way up high on top of a metal pole with a big CD symbol on the side. Been here a long time and I've never heard these things, not once! Now, while that's definitely probably a good thing, no air raids is good, but I read they are supposed to test these beasts regularly every six months and from the looks there would be no way to not hear them, even if you were in your underground bunker with the doors slammed shut! So, they don't work is my firm belief, and were also a smallish city that has a gunshot receptor and triangulation system so the local police can quickly locate and get to people either shooting guns or being shot by guns really quickly. Yes, I'm in California and the stories you hear about how bad it is are downplayed by a whole lot and then probably a little more... It's very bad here! Newsom is the anti-christ best I can figure as he fits the traditional bill to a tee! And who else would ever think to send all the rainwater runoff during a multi-year drought right on down the entire length of a super aqueduct zip-zap-gone straight into the ocean where you know there's just no identifying the water in question at that point, lol, and then horror of horrors wild fires! But they're in an area of high wealth and densely populated city neighborhoods, like everywhere, and you cant have wild fires in city neighborhoods, its impossible. I literally struggle to get charcoal briquets smothered in lighter fluid and added super dry wood kindling to start up and stay lighted long enough to get the briquets ready for cooking! But in a wealthy landscaper-maintained neighborhood where excess is on parade and a local competition understates the situation drastically and water rationing and similar have never dared show their ugly faces and so you've got literally the most lush, terrarium-like, environment one could ever dream of as a basic standard minimum with most having gone way beyond that standard in every aspect, possibility and creatively insane manner, it's a non-starter (sorry no offense but I couldn't resist) insofar as any combustible actually igniting, remaining so for any length of time and somehow morphing into a raging inferno that engulfed an area very precisely and to look at it you'd say followed orders to the letter! Yes, living here has made us all a bit sensitive to this topic and we'd just as soon tie Newsom to the proverbial Stake and well, you know, one can only endure so much trauma before one simply goes off the reservation and ancient instincts that couldn't care less about laws and politicians and propriety and all the rest just, um, well, you know, kinda get inside another's bubble and say "Hello! How ya doing?" in such a way that not many could imagine and it's for the best, really, so moving on... Yes, the anti-christ, pretty well handles the introductions and the small talk leaving only the first impressions and wow, he just knocks that baby right out of the park, or where the park used to be before it was incinerated!!!
Yep, got on a tangent there and went a bit crazy , well crazy is kinda harsh, but anyway... Where were we... Oh,yeah, Newsom dumped all the water and then locked the controls for the reserves and had every local FD's supplies donated to South-American somebodies so that firemen were running around with buckets in hand and not much else. California is kinda known for its lush uber-friendly growing capabilities and being a resident for over 50 years I can tell you we've had droughts worse, much worse, and there were no wildfires, nope, not even a sneaky little guy pretending to be a raging acre-consuming chemical-infused vision of Hades wanna be, nothing! You get politicians becoming so brazen for unknown reasons and next thing you know you got wildfires every other month like it's been the norm for thousands of years and what are you looking at, bub? Keep it moving, I'm writing here! Yeah, it was only my first year, having been born on the east coast, but it's totally environmental, so just keep stepping, you'll be much happier, trust me!
It is late, I haven't eaten and I really gotta go! Yeah, that go! Suffice it to say i spend way too much time on substack, in researching in general, but that does not mean anything! Go ahead, fill in the blanks, I'm not gonna do it for you, think about that a sec...Okay, thank you! There are still an undeniable amount of people in high places doing shitty things and not thinking of those they were elected or appointed and swore oaths to protect! And yet, not one of them has even had to lean up against a prison cell bar while waiting for their bail-bondsman to arrive! it's mathematically impossible that some of these people don't wind up in prison, unless there is some serious , i mean drastically serious like someone wanting to shove a flaming spear up where it should never ever go kind of serious, being perpetrated on and against us! Threaten oil and six carrier groups descend upon you like all nine rings of hell at once and then some, scorched-earth policy now in effect, proceed at your own risk!!! Mass-Murder a million or so US citizens and four years of screaming every possible thing ever and they haven't even acknowledged it happened and proceed to bequeath upon us the graciousness of assigning the bio-weapon to pregnant women and upping the vax schedule for newborns to SIXTY-FOUR JABS BY AGE... Who cares they'll be so massively broken long before that! And everyone is just honky-dory going about their business as if it's the most normal and acceptable thing ever!!! I'm raving and ranting and wanting to invoke the H.P. Lovecraftian elders to descend upon these inhuman monsters and rend their bodies and souls unto every way, shape and form of hellish, abusive and nightmarish scenario ever conceived and still feel its just not enough! Paranoia is declared officially a non-word! it is a hard-coded standard of life that any who fail to adhere to will surely fall prey to the uninhibited creativity of those who see us as nothing more than an inconvenience, a note to the exterminator to not forget to spray under the rocks as well as around them, a near-endless supply of field test dummies for their insane and conscienceless desires to rid the universe of all humanity. How is it that so many just don't get it, its a lot to not get, I mean A LOT!
I GET IT! I SPENT 35 YEARS OF MY LIFE IN CALIFORNIA, before leaving in 2010 to teach English overseas. I left, because in spite of working 60+ hours a week at 4 part-time jobs, and having three college degrees: an AA, a BA and a Master's degree, I found myself without enough money for food, pretty consistently. And, the fires. Yes! Yes! Yes! I was just opening up my phone to buy a plane ticket back to the U.S. in 2018 for medical reasons, when a message from my mom popped up that said: "Don't come. Paradise is burning!" It was November, 2018. I was raised in San Francisco, but migrated further North later on, and finally left Paradise, California in 2010. When I finally saw Paradise in January 2019, after the fire, it was quite clear that DEW weapons had been involved. About 3/4 of the town had been flattened into black squares, leaving Chase Bank sat suspiciously untouched. I went to see the house I had been renting when I left. It was a black, flattened square too, surrounded by green trees, lovingly decorated with ribbons that meant they were to be sacrificed to prevent 'forest fires.' There were green trees around blackened squares all over town. IT WASN'T A FOREST FIRE. I remember the fires starting and continuing every year for years. I had 3 air filtration machines running during fires at all times. I have Asthma and often felt like I was going to die. Then, they started turning off the electricity. When I was back in California visiting, in 2019, the Bay Area got hit with fires and the police started blocking the safer roads and ushering people onto roads that looked dangerous. "They're trying to kill us! I told my brother." He never believes me. About 4 days later, I offered to pay him to drive me to Oregon to get a plane out of the country again. (I didn't think the San Francisco Airport would be accessible much longer, due to fires). I told my brother: Whatever you do, get a bunch of gas first! They're obviously trying to trap people, so gas stations will be closed, due to power outages. We weren't 50 miles out of town when he realized I'd been right. He hadn't listened, as usual, and didn't have any extra gas. Somehow, we made it anyway, and I left again. I'm writing from Ecuador now, but spent 9 years in Southeast Asia before coming here. Almost every country I've lived in, has been way more comfortable than California.
I’m in Marin County, only starting waking up in the summer of 2021. It’s been a long journey of terrible realizations of how hard they are trying to kill us. It’s a wonder we’re still alive at all. The five stages of grief will likely never end but I’m glad I’m aware now. I’ve stopped trying to wake people up because it was an impossible task. If someone is meant to see them it will happen, on their own terms. Everyone has their own journey to live. I still plant seeds, and it’s awesome when someone finally comes around to say, “you were right”, but I think ultimately this journey is strictly a spiritual one. There is really nothing else we can do but to know ourselves, know the enemy and to protect your soul. That’s it. This craziness that is happening is nothing new. It’s happened many times but is kept from us but again, if you’re meant to know then you will know.
I have a bleeding heart for cats and saved a 4 week old from the streets. It took 3 days and constant monitoring of the trap. And that little beast bit my knuckle to the bone. I had no idea a week old kitten could be that vicious. It had no idea I was there to help. In her mind (blind) I was there to eat her. Like the zombies, they are also blind to life/death info, but will bite you if you try to “save” them. It’s not their time and it’s none of our business. Toss out seeds but don’t worry yourself on how many end up growing. We have enough work to do on ourselves. Anyway, action speaks louder than words❤️
Sometimes I'm a little envious of people who aren't aware, or didn't know earlier. I don't typically try to wake up resistant people either, unless I think they might be in severe danger of killing themselves, accidently, by going for additional vaccines, or trying to lose weight by downing lots of diet soda with aspartame in it (which has the opposite affect). I'm with you. It's really, really hard to be aware of all this stuff. I'm surrounded by aware people, so I don't realize how many people still don't know. It amazes me when I encounter someone who still has no idea. They get to exist in the 'old world' a little while longer. When I was in the U.S. last year, I had a Dr. Pepper. That probably doesn't sound like much of an event, but it sure was for me. I hadn't had High Fructose Corn Syrup in a super long time. It felt like a crazy-making drug or something. I was aware of high levels of emotional instability, but I just watched my thoughts turning into a tornado. I realized it was the Dr. Pepper. If I multiply that out by all the things people are exposed to everyday, it's mind-boggling. There must be something out there that's keeping us alive.
I am looking into Mind Mesh at the moment. Swarm technology. Swarm soldiers, swarm society through nanobiotech self assembling paricles that are programmed to travel to the preforntal cortex, or more specifically: the MPFC see https://neurolaunch.com/mpfc-brain/
It seems like a 'godsend' to the developers of these techniques that there is more war coming so they can implement these neuralink inventions into soldiers' brains first through either patches or injections. A unit of soldiers that functions as one organism, feeling, sensing and reacting as one. Like a fake synthetic Holy Spirit.
Thank you for your research on these turbo patches from hell.
Boy do we need a saving Hand from Above. Mankind is lost if left to their own devices.
Part of the sadness is when people won't listen. At one of my lectures I presented all the evidence on a particular topic I had researched, and still there were people who said they didn't believe me. I asked them for evidence to disprove my statements, but all they could refer to was their gut feeling. Because in a world that has been influenced by Eastern philosophies since the Beatles introduced them, all that matters is being true to yourself and your gullible feelings and emotions. Facts have gone out of fashion.
Thanks for the information on the MPFC and the mentioning swarm technology. I had heard about super soldier technology, but hadn't thought about swarm technology. It seems like a lot of effort has been put into internet algorithms to drive people into various swarms. Now, there are even groups of people following AI advice on spirituality, like it 'knows.' People have an innate desire to be associated with other people in groups. That's what tribes and clans are about. Now that our natural affiliation with such things has been largely destroyed, that desire to find and be recognized by other people, who think like us, is being taken advantage of and manipulated. I can easily picture young soldiers thinking of brain and strength technology as cool. When it comes to the influence of nanotech and wireless technology, I've noticed a generalized programming of whole groups of people. I live in an expat community where there are a lot of people who didn't get 'Covid-19' 'vaccines,' Slowly, (and not so slowly), a lot of them have gone on nutraceutical products that contain nanotechnology, and chosen to follow various spiritual leaders on the Internet who seem blatantly false to me. The problem is, these are OTHER ways of relying on outside sources to fix problems we all should be fixing together. And, it comes with a certain amount of passiveness that is tantamount to group think. There are lots of swarms in the world today. When I went back to California to visit my family last year (in 2024), everyone was still talking about Covid and dutifully getting Covid tests on the regular. Everybody was vaxxed and nobody thought there was anything wrong with that. When I got back, I told friends: "They're still playing Covid in California." I felt like the movie was still showing in theaters. Being very, very careful not to get sucked into a swarm set up by those intending to control humanity, is an essential part of staying human.
I think the name of your Substack says it all.
Nanobots in Us.
I believe they are using any means possible to do just that.
My conclusion is that anything that is designed to go on us or in us could possibly be doing just that.
Putting nanobots in us.
Great article as always to make us think !!!
Thanks for saying that! More incentive to keep going!
And now we have the Lifewave patch
Oh, and to answer your question:
To establish and maintain pathways through the blood-brain barrier so the 5G super-microwave control mechanisms won't be so glitchy as the WiFi and Bluetooth controls have proved to be!
If it was with one big BLAMMO! that we were going to be enslaved it would have already BLAMMO'ED!
We're dealing with high-tech here, and that means exactly what we all go through all the time, glitches, versions, updates that break shit, things that happen that shouldn't and don't happen that should, endless promises that never seem to materialize, being lied to constantly and the list literally goes on and on and on... my point is, why is it going to be any different than its already been? So, expect that one particular update to be a real son of a bitch coming your way soon! i doubt auto-update is going to matter, it hasn't yet!!! and they're gonna infer its right around the corner because pressure sales tactics is their thing, compensation for a deficiency elsewhere, as if we didn't know this already! It's gonna be a minute before the terminators are chasing us down the road, but not too long! 2030 seems to have some significance, but this remeind me of something...
We have got to get our coordination game in order and fast or we're gonna be just too easy to wipe out. We need encrypted comms, means of distribution and a bunch, and I mean A BUNCH of training facilities that don't look like such, or anything at all! And most importantly, a clue as to what the hell we're supposed to be fighting! Bots, terminators, drones, harsh words you can't stop coming from your computer - hey 24/7 bad mouthing has more power than you think!!! But yeah, you ever see a combat scenario in a video game where one side is good and the other is pathetic and clueless? Yeah, it'll be worse than that if we don't get our proverbial shit together!!! And guess what, we're gonna need our own AI if we hope to stand a chance! When in Rome... Only we train ours to be... Different!
Okay, really guys, I gotta go, the trace is way past complete and I hear em sneaking up the side of the cliff!!!
Am I serious or full of it? Ask yourselves, does it matter? No, because if they are they are and I won't have to worry about anything anymore and if not you'll hear from me again! see, doesn't change a thing as far as everyone everywhere is concerned in their not coming up the cliff face for all of you - unless you have a surprise for them waiting at almost the top of the cliff face that is going to ruin their day! Right, so how do we get surprises for them all, see above three or so posts!!!
ttys-
Ohy, I guess it's below, look below for what you're looking for!
Recent happenings have me kind of on edge and feeling truly like I have an expiration date! it's not a good feeling, and I'm going to be more sensitive in grocery stores for sure! Funny how the sense of humor can take way more direct hits and come out laughing, so much more than the rest of them...
Anyway, if I seem kinda out there, it's because I am! I've never been in a situation like this and I'm finding I don't like it very much. In fact, I'm really wanting to find like minded folks who think its time to do... something. I have no idea what, as if there might be something to be done that wouldn't cause one's immediate and permanent bon-voyage! But damned if I want to live with myself having sat on my ass and done nothing! And then it hits me, you're not going to live with yourself, or anyone else for that matter! So, we just wait and do what were told and be good little docile crash test dummies for Uncle Sam, who's turned out to be the uncle every other family member warned you about, but you didn't understand until it was too late, and then you did what had to be done and now rot in hell behind bars, because you didn't know the rules and nobody cared enough to tell you about them, or anything else because, well... nobody seems to know why and when you ask you learn not to real fast! I'm convinced I was born into the wrong universe, or some shady alien - no not illegal, space alien, and save the bleeding hearts for them they eat us for all you know, get some species loyalty, freaks - pulled a switcheroo!!!
Okay, yeah, getting weird, gotta go, but you feel me I know!!!
Hi Daisy -
Great post and trust me there is not one little thing in this that says over-paranoid!!! There are people with so much money it defies comprehension, and they have ideas that those amounts of money can easily make into reality, or anything else they could dream up in their ego-maniacal, narcissistic compensatory delusions of god knows what! I'm thinking your approach to things is pretty on the mark. Should we, ya know, maybe be printing and emailing guides for everyone, sort of like the CD (civil defense) of yesteryear, because I'm pretty sure al of those systems have been misplaced, had the batteries pulled or been stolen completely for the recyclable copper and bras content by local tweakers and similar. I mean, I live in a town where there are air-raid sirens, the gigantic horn-looking things mounted way up high on top of a metal pole with a big CD symbol on the side. Been here a long time and I've never heard these things, not once! Now, while that's definitely probably a good thing, no air raids is good, but I read they are supposed to test these beasts regularly every six months and from the looks there would be no way to not hear them, even if you were in your underground bunker with the doors slammed shut! So, they don't work is my firm belief, and were also a smallish city that has a gunshot receptor and triangulation system so the local police can quickly locate and get to people either shooting guns or being shot by guns really quickly. Yes, I'm in California and the stories you hear about how bad it is are downplayed by a whole lot and then probably a little more... It's very bad here! Newsom is the anti-christ best I can figure as he fits the traditional bill to a tee! And who else would ever think to send all the rainwater runoff during a multi-year drought right on down the entire length of a super aqueduct zip-zap-gone straight into the ocean where you know there's just no identifying the water in question at that point, lol, and then horror of horrors wild fires! But they're in an area of high wealth and densely populated city neighborhoods, like everywhere, and you cant have wild fires in city neighborhoods, its impossible. I literally struggle to get charcoal briquets smothered in lighter fluid and added super dry wood kindling to start up and stay lighted long enough to get the briquets ready for cooking! But in a wealthy landscaper-maintained neighborhood where excess is on parade and a local competition understates the situation drastically and water rationing and similar have never dared show their ugly faces and so you've got literally the most lush, terrarium-like, environment one could ever dream of as a basic standard minimum with most having gone way beyond that standard in every aspect, possibility and creatively insane manner, it's a non-starter (sorry no offense but I couldn't resist) insofar as any combustible actually igniting, remaining so for any length of time and somehow morphing into a raging inferno that engulfed an area very precisely and to look at it you'd say followed orders to the letter! Yes, living here has made us all a bit sensitive to this topic and we'd just as soon tie Newsom to the proverbial Stake and well, you know, one can only endure so much trauma before one simply goes off the reservation and ancient instincts that couldn't care less about laws and politicians and propriety and all the rest just, um, well, you know, kinda get inside another's bubble and say "Hello! How ya doing?" in such a way that not many could imagine and it's for the best, really, so moving on... Yes, the anti-christ, pretty well handles the introductions and the small talk leaving only the first impressions and wow, he just knocks that baby right out of the park, or where the park used to be before it was incinerated!!!
Yep, got on a tangent there and went a bit crazy , well crazy is kinda harsh, but anyway... Where were we... Oh,yeah, Newsom dumped all the water and then locked the controls for the reserves and had every local FD's supplies donated to South-American somebodies so that firemen were running around with buckets in hand and not much else. California is kinda known for its lush uber-friendly growing capabilities and being a resident for over 50 years I can tell you we've had droughts worse, much worse, and there were no wildfires, nope, not even a sneaky little guy pretending to be a raging acre-consuming chemical-infused vision of Hades wanna be, nothing! You get politicians becoming so brazen for unknown reasons and next thing you know you got wildfires every other month like it's been the norm for thousands of years and what are you looking at, bub? Keep it moving, I'm writing here! Yeah, it was only my first year, having been born on the east coast, but it's totally environmental, so just keep stepping, you'll be much happier, trust me!
It is late, I haven't eaten and I really gotta go! Yeah, that go! Suffice it to say i spend way too much time on substack, in researching in general, but that does not mean anything! Go ahead, fill in the blanks, I'm not gonna do it for you, think about that a sec...Okay, thank you! There are still an undeniable amount of people in high places doing shitty things and not thinking of those they were elected or appointed and swore oaths to protect! And yet, not one of them has even had to lean up against a prison cell bar while waiting for their bail-bondsman to arrive! it's mathematically impossible that some of these people don't wind up in prison, unless there is some serious , i mean drastically serious like someone wanting to shove a flaming spear up where it should never ever go kind of serious, being perpetrated on and against us! Threaten oil and six carrier groups descend upon you like all nine rings of hell at once and then some, scorched-earth policy now in effect, proceed at your own risk!!! Mass-Murder a million or so US citizens and four years of screaming every possible thing ever and they haven't even acknowledged it happened and proceed to bequeath upon us the graciousness of assigning the bio-weapon to pregnant women and upping the vax schedule for newborns to SIXTY-FOUR JABS BY AGE... Who cares they'll be so massively broken long before that! And everyone is just honky-dory going about their business as if it's the most normal and acceptable thing ever!!! I'm raving and ranting and wanting to invoke the H.P. Lovecraftian elders to descend upon these inhuman monsters and rend their bodies and souls unto every way, shape and form of hellish, abusive and nightmarish scenario ever conceived and still feel its just not enough! Paranoia is declared officially a non-word! it is a hard-coded standard of life that any who fail to adhere to will surely fall prey to the uninhibited creativity of those who see us as nothing more than an inconvenience, a note to the exterminator to not forget to spray under the rocks as well as around them, a near-endless supply of field test dummies for their insane and conscienceless desires to rid the universe of all humanity. How is it that so many just don't get it, its a lot to not get, I mean A LOT!
I GET IT! I SPENT 35 YEARS OF MY LIFE IN CALIFORNIA, before leaving in 2010 to teach English overseas. I left, because in spite of working 60+ hours a week at 4 part-time jobs, and having three college degrees: an AA, a BA and a Master's degree, I found myself without enough money for food, pretty consistently. And, the fires. Yes! Yes! Yes! I was just opening up my phone to buy a plane ticket back to the U.S. in 2018 for medical reasons, when a message from my mom popped up that said: "Don't come. Paradise is burning!" It was November, 2018. I was raised in San Francisco, but migrated further North later on, and finally left Paradise, California in 2010. When I finally saw Paradise in January 2019, after the fire, it was quite clear that DEW weapons had been involved. About 3/4 of the town had been flattened into black squares, leaving Chase Bank sat suspiciously untouched. I went to see the house I had been renting when I left. It was a black, flattened square too, surrounded by green trees, lovingly decorated with ribbons that meant they were to be sacrificed to prevent 'forest fires.' There were green trees around blackened squares all over town. IT WASN'T A FOREST FIRE. I remember the fires starting and continuing every year for years. I had 3 air filtration machines running during fires at all times. I have Asthma and often felt like I was going to die. Then, they started turning off the electricity. When I was back in California visiting, in 2019, the Bay Area got hit with fires and the police started blocking the safer roads and ushering people onto roads that looked dangerous. "They're trying to kill us! I told my brother." He never believes me. About 4 days later, I offered to pay him to drive me to Oregon to get a plane out of the country again. (I didn't think the San Francisco Airport would be accessible much longer, due to fires). I told my brother: Whatever you do, get a bunch of gas first! They're obviously trying to trap people, so gas stations will be closed, due to power outages. We weren't 50 miles out of town when he realized I'd been right. He hadn't listened, as usual, and didn't have any extra gas. Somehow, we made it anyway, and I left again. I'm writing from Ecuador now, but spent 9 years in Southeast Asia before coming here. Almost every country I've lived in, has been way more comfortable than California.
I’m in Marin County, only starting waking up in the summer of 2021. It’s been a long journey of terrible realizations of how hard they are trying to kill us. It’s a wonder we’re still alive at all. The five stages of grief will likely never end but I’m glad I’m aware now. I’ve stopped trying to wake people up because it was an impossible task. If someone is meant to see them it will happen, on their own terms. Everyone has their own journey to live. I still plant seeds, and it’s awesome when someone finally comes around to say, “you were right”, but I think ultimately this journey is strictly a spiritual one. There is really nothing else we can do but to know ourselves, know the enemy and to protect your soul. That’s it. This craziness that is happening is nothing new. It’s happened many times but is kept from us but again, if you’re meant to know then you will know.
I have a bleeding heart for cats and saved a 4 week old from the streets. It took 3 days and constant monitoring of the trap. And that little beast bit my knuckle to the bone. I had no idea a week old kitten could be that vicious. It had no idea I was there to help. In her mind (blind) I was there to eat her. Like the zombies, they are also blind to life/death info, but will bite you if you try to “save” them. It’s not their time and it’s none of our business. Toss out seeds but don’t worry yourself on how many end up growing. We have enough work to do on ourselves. Anyway, action speaks louder than words❤️
I’m speaking to myself more than anything.
That makes sense.
Sometimes I'm a little envious of people who aren't aware, or didn't know earlier. I don't typically try to wake up resistant people either, unless I think they might be in severe danger of killing themselves, accidently, by going for additional vaccines, or trying to lose weight by downing lots of diet soda with aspartame in it (which has the opposite affect). I'm with you. It's really, really hard to be aware of all this stuff. I'm surrounded by aware people, so I don't realize how many people still don't know. It amazes me when I encounter someone who still has no idea. They get to exist in the 'old world' a little while longer. When I was in the U.S. last year, I had a Dr. Pepper. That probably doesn't sound like much of an event, but it sure was for me. I hadn't had High Fructose Corn Syrup in a super long time. It felt like a crazy-making drug or something. I was aware of high levels of emotional instability, but I just watched my thoughts turning into a tornado. I realized it was the Dr. Pepper. If I multiply that out by all the things people are exposed to everyday, it's mind-boggling. There must be something out there that's keeping us alive.